Drunk text me. Text me when the music is loud and there are girls dancing around you and you’re not quite coherent and you’re not quite yourself. Drunk text me that you love me or that you miss me or that I’m on your mind. Let the alcohol tell me all the things you won’t say sober.
Dudes who actually react when you giving him the suck up.
Bless y’all. I love guy-moans. I love when he start cussin under his breath and shit. He start looking for shit to hold onto, grabbing my hair, can’t figure out how his life got to this point and shit.
That kind of dude is fun to suck and fuck.
boys? you mean sex toys that are rude and don’t even vibrate? no thank u
And maybe I’m missing out because I shake too hard most of the time and I’ll never have the nerve to kiss you when I know it’s what you need and I’ll always be too close to tears to go out with my friends and get so drunk that my heart starts beating again and I’m too dizzy to explore so I’ll stay stuck in this house until I drown in my own blood and when I get scared I dig my nails into my skin instead of reaching for your hand and I never really figured out how to open up without turning myself inside out and spilling out onto the bathroom floor and I’m tearing myself apart and I know I don’t know how to love someone without all the throwing up and choking on tears and I’ll probably always be too fucked up and afraid to fall in love with you but I think that your breath on the other side of the phone could save my life
ppl always ask me “”what are you going to do with your degree”“ and “"if you wanna get a PHD how do you plan on paying for it"" and ""where are you gonna move after college"" but here is the thing:
i am very powerful and cute and im gonna float through this world one day at a time. please leave me alone.